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	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 12/31/2008 10:04 PM haha it's cool. actualllly, me and eric broke up. cause he's an asshole and liked my best friend. the kids so confusing. he breaks up with me, but then says he likes me still. alright, which one is it?! haha. but that making out with guys thing is really hot. idc as long as he doesn't make out with a guy while we're going out. cause that'd be problematic. and then i went out with this other kid named tyler, but i realized i still liked eric, so i broke up with him. i have had a very eventful month! but you and jaka sound sooo cute, 3 months! that seems like foreverrrr. luckyy(: haha yesss they were pretty damn pissed! lol, yeah, we don't have some indie kids, it's like ALL the freshman are "scene" it's so annoying, cause they all look the freaking same! the only thing different about them is their hair! (which is ridiculous and obnoxiously big. one girl with big hair sits in front of me in art and i can't see anything). haha yeahhh i know what you mean. i think there's always one person you think of at random times. and you don't even mean to, and it's not like you like them, they just kinda pop into your head. actuallly, i am doing absolutely nothing for new years, cause i'm sicckkk :( how about you? any cool parties?! haha. ohh, how was your christmas? oh! and that cat/mouse/whatever idea is so cute! my friends decided to be a dag, cat, and mouse and chase each other around all night. i was like "WOW you guys are retarded. but funny" hahaha
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 11/24/2008 7:55 PM awww, yay! Jaka sounds amazing! C: Haha yeah i know what you mean. LIke its fun having a boyfriend but when it gets too serious, its like "errmmm i'm a teenager i don't wanna only be with one person the rest of my life." that'd get boring! ohhh, well I have a boyfriend! his name's Eric, and its really convenient because he lives right down the street from me C: we've been going out like two weeks, but like i'm afraid that he wants it to get serious and i don't...like he was like 'i really wanna say i love you' and i'm like 'nonononono don't say that its only two weeks you don't love me do not say that then i have a committment to you and i'm not good at those' but, my only concern is that he's always saying guys are hot and he's kissed a guy before, so i'm like 'errmm you're not gay...right...?' that would be bad and my dad thinks he's gay. hahaha. awwhh that suckss =/ that sounds like an amazingly fun club...not. lmao, i dressed up as a scene kid, cause there are so many in my school and i just wanted to mock them so bad, lmao. they were pissed. i didn't care. what'd you dress up as?
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 11/06/2008 3:30 PM hahaha that sounds goood! if you try that Everclear stuff, MIX IT! otherwise you will end up choking. like i did. lol. haha jaka sounds awesome. i mean, alot of my friends have steady boyfriends, but i think its kind of pointless to get TOO serious at this age. cause then you get all attached and then you KNOW you're gonna break up so when you do you're all crying and depressed...its not worth it. omg my friends went ghost hunting it sounds so fun! they were all "omg it was so creepy something touched me ahhhh" i want to go!!! how was your halloween? wait do you guys celebrate it over there?
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 10/05/2008 3:16 PM Omg, i WISH my parents would go away for a week! luckyyyy! but i always stay over my friends houses when they're parents go away for the weekend, cause we just invite guys to sleepover and its just maddd funnn. ugh, lucky! we get the summer break, and then a week off for christmas...and a few days here and there, but thats all. ahhh i love smirnoff. i found out what the kind i had was called, its everclear. i asked my friend who drinks a LOT about it, and he was like 'ohh shit you drank that straight? you're crazy, two shots and someone you're size is wasted!" haha no wonder it was so strong. i've never had that kinda smirnoff, i like green apple =D ahha Jaka! that sounds kinda like Jake, i've always liked that name for some reason. i have like 4 kids named Jake, lol. I would have so much fun saying these kid's name...i'd just be screaming "JAKA JAKA JAKA JAKA" whenever i saw him. AHAHA WYATT. he came over my house and like refused to leaveeee and he was soooo annnoyinggg...so i put gum in his hair. he hates me now, lmao. i see him all the time at school, and he just follows me down the hallway saying "bitch, bitch, bitch, why you so depressed? bitch, bitch, bitch." its pretty funny, lmao. there are SO many cute guys, i stopped liking just one. now i just hook up with them (hahaha i'm a skankkkk) but right now i tend to be hooking up with this kid Billy, Dan, and Albert. aha i love how my guys names are so simple and yours are like so freaking weird. soooo whats jaka look like?
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 09/19/2008 8:04 PM Aha, i know. my parents are like the same way, except they're usually trying to get me out of the house and staying over friends houses. but only like two friends, (the only girl friends i have, haha). if i want to hang out with anyone else it's like 50 questions, who are they, where are they from, what do their parents do, do they have siblings, do they get straight A's? i'm like chillll mannn i just want to go outside! omg, wyatt came over today and i got gum stuck in his hair! aha, drinking is funn. except most of it tastes really disgusting, i suffer through it just for the buzz. have you ever had this one kind of vodka, that tastes like nail polish remover? it's sooooo grossssss. but smirnoff is really good! hehe, hangovers suck, somehow i never get them. i'll drink just as much as my friends, and they'll all be throwing up and getting headaches and i'm just like fine, it's weird. but convienient, lol. aha, i wanna do that to a freshman! they're all tiny this year. our break is like 2 and a half months, not long enough. how about yours? my cousin has school year round, but like it's weird cause they go to school for like two months and have two weeks off, then go back for another two months. it seems kinda cool, but i like my summer vacation too much. hopefully i'll see them november 6...i keep asking my mom to get the tickets and she'll just mumble something inaudible, and i'm like 'what?' and she's like "SOOO what do you want for dinner?" like way to change the subject, mom. lol
	Mark as Spam yahoo : 08/28/2008 7:15 AM hey yew!...how do you doing?!...
	Mark as Spam xxbrendonryanxx : 08/22/2008 2:35 PM holyy crapp. I left a long message. lol.
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 08/21/2008 10:24 PM Lol yeah, I used to be terrified of rides but now i LOVE all those upside down things!! i'm always trying to get my friends to go on with me but only one of them is willing to come! yeah, my parents are surprisingly chill. wait, i lied, my MOM is chill, my dad is like a dictator or something, today he yelled at me cause i was holding my fork wrong. i wasn't aware there was a right way to hold a fork. and it turned into this whole half hour long argument and how to hold a fork turned into i can never do anything right and he always thinks he's right, blahblahblah. yeah, drugs are so...yuck. i don't really have a problem with drinking a little, but never enough to get totally wasted. you know, just like when my mom is drinking she'll let me have some. but i have to admit, seeing people completely trashed is kind of funny. but smoking and drugs...that's not funny. at all. i hatehatehate when people smoke around me, if its one of my friends i'll take it from them and put it out. and drugs...drugs are just plain stupid if you ask me. i'm sorry about your friend :[ i know what you mean, you really don't wanna get involved but at the same time you don't want to see him get hurt, i guess? i'm kinda like that with my friends...i'd like to just be like "screw you if you're gonna smoke i won't talk to you" but then i realize that i'm usually the one who's saving their stupid druggie ass, so if i'm not there god knows what would happen. LOL nice, i'd kill myself if i made out with someone named Odysesususus ( i cant spell that to save my life). well good thing you didn't make out with him, that would not have been good. was he cute at least? i start school in 11 days :[ when are you guys starting again? and yeah facebook confuses the hell outta me sometimes i never really do anything on it cause all my friends basically use myspace so i'm just like 'humm what to doo...'
	Mark as Spam xxbrendonryanxx : 08/20/2008 11:17 PM Heyyy. :]] Florida is going through that whole tropical storm Fay thingg. :[[ It sucks majorly.We started school this week on monday. but then school got cancelled for the rest of the week. lmao. yayy!! hehe. I have a line of concerts set up. lmao. I'm going to see The Academy Is... then Hanson the next week. I might go see Panic again, and then Imma see Cobra Starship. :]] hehe. I went to Warped Tour this year. AMAZING!!!!!!! I met Cobra. They're so sweet. I went with my two friends and I was in the middle. We were the last three to go. lol. So Kelly is infront of me and she's talking to Alex then starts talking to Nate, but she didn't move over to him, so this bodyguard dude was like 'move up' and I was like 'I can't.' So I said 'move. hun, move. sweetie move. GOSH MOVE' Then she moved. lmao. Alex and Nate looked at each other like I was crazy and mean for yelling at a poor innocent girl. :[[ But then she was like 'Gosh, I'm still deaf from the last band, I couldn't even hear you Em.' And I was like 'Tis alright Kellz. I still can't hear either. We shouldn't have went right by the speaker.' Then Alex and Nate started laughing and asked if we knew each other and we said yes. Then they were like 'Oh, well that makes sense why you shouted.' lol. So, Alex shook my hand and signed my bag. Nate smiled asked how I was doing and signed it. Vicky T started talking to me about how her makeup was running off because the heat. lol. Then Ryland was all talking to me about bands on tour and said 'Shall I see you at 6:45' And I said 'Chyeahhh. I wouldn't miss you guys.' He smiled said thanks and shook my hand and said 'I better see you then.' Gabe was the only one who was standing so I turned to my left and he was just there. I offered him my bag and he wouldn't take it so I put it on the table. Then I gave him my sharpie cause he wouldn't do anything but smile at me and he looked at it then grabbed it and put it in his pocket. lol. He continued to just smile and stare for like 3 more minutes. I tried to start talking but he wouldn't respond, lol. Megzz, my other friend, tapped me on the back and was like 'whats going on?' I just shrugged and turned back around. So she and Ryland started talking about toast and gave each other high fives. lmao. Her shirt had highfiving toasts on it. It was strange. So me and Gabe's convo went like this: Me:smile and look up at him, cause he's a giant compared to me,lol. Gabe: keeps smiling at me Me: .... 2 MINUTES LATER. lmao Gabe: Hi, what's your name? Me: Mallory. Gabe: Mallory? That's a pretty name. My name's Gabe it's a pleasure to meet you. -holds out hand to shake- Me: -takes hand- Pleasure to meet you too. Gabe picks up my bag and looks at all the signatures in the back and flips it to the front to sign Gabe: -looks down- What merch did you get? Me: Yours. Gabe: -looks at me- Me: -facepalm- Gabe -laughs- Awesomee! Fangs upp! Me: Haha. Yeepp. Fer sure. Gabe: So, I better see you at 6:45. Me: Fer suree. Gabe: I better look into the crowd and see you there. -points at me- Me: Hehe. You will. I wouldn't leave. Gabe -smiles and hands bag- Good. He goes to hug me so I stand on my tiptoes, cause he's tall, and I end up tripping over his feet when he pulls me to him and stumbling into him. LMAO! He kinda laughed and helped me straight, so I was just gonna leave but when I went to go he was like: Gabe: We didn't hug. Me: Uh, yea we did. I tripped though. Gabe: Exactly. It doesn't count when that happens. Me: Uh oka- gets slammed into chest I couldn't breathe a little. He crushed me with his monster bear hug. lol. I loved it though. xD My face ended up in with chest though. lmao. and He was a little sweaty, but smelled good. hehe. I didn't intentionally sniff, I had to breathe. Just like I didn't intentionally grab Alex's crotch. lmao. Then he pulled back, smiled, said I better see you later, I nodded then walked down the steps to wait for Megzz and find Kelly. hehe. It was awesomeeee. We couldn't take pics but I got signatures so it's all good. lol. I met a ton of other bands too. The one dude from The Sunstreak got in a fight with me. lmao. My sister called me and when I went to answer he thought I didn't want to listen to him, so he snatched my phone and my sister WOULDN"T TALK TO HIM!! lol. So he through a ball of tape at me when I got off the phone. And we kept bickering. Kell and Meg were like, 'that was weird.' once we left. lol. But he told me to add him on myspace so it's all good. xD So yeaa. lmao. I can't think of anything else. Alot of stuff happened but it's to early in the morning to type it all out. lmao, it's 2:12 am. How's things with you? Go out on that date? Detailss. :]]] I must know everything during my absence from talking to you. [evil computers] Well, I loveee youuu. :]] Talk to you laterr. Peace out my ninja.
	Mark as Spam crystalsays : 08/13/2008 4:21 PM Lol, the amusement park was madd fun, i went on all the roller coasters! I'm proud of myself, lol. Yeah, my parents are pretty chill about stuff like that...well my mom is. If it was up to my dad, I'd be homeschooled and have one friend and not know guys even existed. But my mom insists that I need to have friends and be allowed to do whatever I want...she thinks if she doesn't let me do anything, then I'll rebel one day and become a prostitute druggie or something, lol. Ugh, I can't stand guys like that! I mean I like guys who are fun, I don't want them to be all mature and serious all the time...but sometimes they just pick the WRONG time to try and be funny. Omg, I hate drugs and crap. It's okay, sometimes you just need to talk to someone about stuff, doesn't bother me. Like ever since we started high school alot of my friends are into drinking and smoking...and I also have a friend like yours, who gets high every freaking day. Sometimes it just pisses me off so much, one day he came over my house with a bag of weed and cigarettes and some vodka. I just took it all and poured it all down the toilet and was like, 'you DONT need this!' I just hate that people think they need drugs to be happy, I mean, I don't do any sort of drug and I'm a pretty cool person (at least in my mind ;]) Eeee I love guys. They're just so awesome. Sounds fun, I never have actual like, dates with guys or anything. Usually we just all end up hanging out in a big group of people. And that skype thing sounds cool, I'l have to check it out. I'm not sure if I have a microphone on my computer though, so that might not work. Do you have AIM? And OMG I just found out that Escape The Fate (my all time favorite band) is going to be touring by me in November. Yesyesyesyesyes!!!

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